SOMETIMES WE NEED TO FORGET SOME PEOPLE FROM OUR PAST 

BECAUSE OF ONE SIMPLE REASON

THEY JUST DON'T BELONG IN OUR FUTURE

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of second chances

i give people second chances when they fuck up or are especially godawful to me. i choose to look past the error of their ways and i make up excuses for them, assuming “maybe s/he had a bad day, maybe something happened”. up until now, i have never attributed such behaviour to their inherent dickhead personalities. stupid call, i know.

much to my dismay (or relief?), some people don’t want this second chance for some reason or other. they insist on being complete dicks. much to my dismay (or cold amusement?), some people do not have a “best” side.

that’s one less person in the world to be nice to. the glass is half full.

meanwhile, i’m going to give other people second chances because everyone deserves a second chance. not a third, but a second.

that will be my deal from this day on: second chances, not a third.

50 cent

50 cent is small amount for everyone...but for me..so memorable for that amount until now...yup! there we have a lot of moment with 50 cent!... i love that moment....i still remember..on the early morning around 6.30 am...my mom prepare my breakfast although i''m x really excited to eat...but i should eat coz she will angry if i'm not...after eat..i will salam with my mom and all my brothers and sister....and...i will GET 50 CENT!!!!!!!!!!!....on that time i'm really happy for 50 cent...i can spent for my lunch..nasi lemak..air sirap...kuih dumai..and sometime ...i will continue...see you later..

I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadows 

If I fail, if I succeed 

At least I live as I believe 

No matter what they take from me 

They can't take away my dignity 

i realize about my way in this word when i in form 6. before that i just dream for something not so clear for me.i still in trouble to choose and not so confident with them. firstly i choose doctor as my career in future. but when i realise how far i can do in this career  lastly i'm surrender. i fail in SPM cause my dream just look like joke compare to my result. Just laugh and cry alone in my room after i FAIL for everything. my dream just look like build castle in the air. one moment, i decided i will work but my parent still hope i will make further study in diploma or any institution. but my heart lost of hope to study  again.  but my mother console me to study again like another one. i still remember, my best friend got some after to study in oversea and local universities. they are so proud.i fell so pain in that time. i cant accept that situation. lastly , i decided  for study in form 6. i take  biology science class.but i understand my potential, i cant go further in that course especially for mathematic. just i decide to join art class although i should facing many barrier  like from my teacher and principal because i wanna change the class in last minute. but i make resolute for this decided. i believe why i do. so confident! my dream came true. they accept my application to change my stream. cause i treat them if they not allow me to change class (stream) i will move out from  this school. i move on that day already . i just wanna make sure i'm still not late to follow the subject in art class. so hard to caver many chapter in one year only. but my teacher is really good to guide me until i my potential in art subject be more batter then other student. i got top four in this class for many times. so proud! but i never past to get 3 and above  my pointer. on that time, i'm already  decided to take journalism course when i in university. my all friend in my class decided to be a teacher after graduate . that mean they want appy education course when they got STPM result. just stand alone in that way, i confident to take that course in USM. some of teacher not so agree to me choose communication(journalism ) in university. but just a teacher give me full support for me involve in that industry. i really happy...lastly when STPM result announce, i really fear go to school because i'm not sure about my true result.  i just worry. so i decided not going to school just for tomorrow. but i cant wait until tomorrow because i'm did the best when examination. continue...

"One Moment In Time"

Each day I live

I want to be

A day to give

The best of me

I'm only one

But not alone

My finest day

Is yet unknown

I broke my heart

Fought every gain

To taste the sweet

I face the pain

I rise and fall

Yet through it all

This much remains

I want one moment in time

When I'm more than I thought I could be

When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away

And the answers are all up to me

Give me one moment in time

When I'm racing with destiny

Then in that one moment of time

I will feel

I will feel eternity

I've lived to be

The very best

I want it all

No time for less

I've laid the plans

Now lay the chance

Here in my hands

Give me one moment in time

When I'm more than I thought I could be

When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away

And the answers are all up to me

Give me one moment in time

When I'm racing with destiny

Then in that one moment of time

I will feel

I will feel eternity

You're a winner for a lifetime

If you seize that one moment in time

Make it shine

Give me one moment in time

When I'm more than I thought I could be

When all of my dreams are a heartbeat away

And the answers are all up to me

Give me one moment in time

When I'm racing with destiny

Then in that one moment of time

I will be

I will be

I will be free

I will be

I will be free 

life is alway have moment when u down and the moment is hard to facing. but just believe that moment will change in other time. hard will be happiness. there we have many time i fall in bad time. nobody in my side, just my family give me full support. i still remember for  12 year ago. i never get any award in academic subject when all parent come to school to see their son get award. i never get it!so sad..but my parent still come to the school for give me support although i just got award as good attitude student for every years. i'm so appreciate it. because i still child, i never know what my mother and my father fell when all their friend always talking about academic award what their son got. lastly, one day, my mother said to me, she really hope i got that award for next year. in that time, i never know what  they want. yeahh!!! at this time i realise their true hope to me.more than that, my late brother promise to me , if i got award in academic i will get RM50.WOOWWWW!!!! I start be so excited to get it. but i never know that in my history that time never past for English subject. i just learn .yup! i got number one in my class(that is the last class). At the same time i also got the best subject achievement for many subject accept English!! my mother so satisfied and i moved to the best class in that school. but i cant compete with them..just in top 10 only.it still good for my mother cause before  in ever get good achievement. but , one moment that i still remember until now is how my lovely teacher  teach me English make me shame infront of my class when only me FAIL her subject every test. so bad! when she said you are stupid guy!i will never past for this subject! i so shock.  when i back to my house, i straightly go to my room and cry.i never said to my mother about that. on that moment, i get new spirit for be more better in all subject. thank to god, lastly,i got UPSR result so excellent. all my friend shock when they know my result. i just share that moment with all my family. until now, i still remember how my teacher may me shame infront of friend and its motivate me to hard work . that is one moment in time!