I decided long ago, never to walk in anyone's shadows 

If I fail, if I succeed 

At least I live as I believe 

No matter what they take from me 

They can't take away my dignity 

i realize about my way in this word when i in form 6. before that i just dream for something not so clear for me.i still in trouble to choose and not so confident with them. firstly i choose doctor as my career in future. but when i realise how far i can do in this career  lastly i'm surrender. i fail in SPM cause my dream just look like joke compare to my result. Just laugh and cry alone in my room after i FAIL for everything. my dream just look like build castle in the air. one moment, i decided i will work but my parent still hope i will make further study in diploma or any institution. but my heart lost of hope to study  again.  but my mother console me to study again like another one. i still remember, my best friend got some after to study in oversea and local universities. they are so proud.i fell so pain in that time. i cant accept that situation. lastly , i decided  for study in form 6. i take  biology science class.but i understand my potential, i cant go further in that course especially for mathematic. just i decide to join art class although i should facing many barrier  like from my teacher and principal because i wanna change the class in last minute. but i make resolute for this decided. i believe why i do. so confident! my dream came true. they accept my application to change my stream. cause i treat them if they not allow me to change class (stream) i will move out from  this school. i move on that day already . i just wanna make sure i'm still not late to follow the subject in art class. so hard to caver many chapter in one year only. but my teacher is really good to guide me until i my potential in art subject be more batter then other student. i got top four in this class for many times. so proud! but i never past to get 3 and above  my pointer. on that time, i'm already  decided to take journalism course when i in university. my all friend in my class decided to be a teacher after graduate . that mean they want appy education course when they got STPM result. just stand alone in that way, i confident to take that course in USM. some of teacher not so agree to me choose communication(journalism ) in university. but just a teacher give me full support for me involve in that industry. i really happy...lastly when STPM result announce, i really fear go to school because i'm not sure about my true result.  i just worry. so i decided not going to school just for tomorrow. but i cant wait until tomorrow because i'm did the best when examination. continue...